6.01.2010
I'm Moving!
5.19.2010
Cheshire Cat
- I get hot chocolate no matter the outdoor temperature!! (watered down and soapy tasting as it might be)
- They bring me the money to pay them with. And I don't even technically work for it!! (I like to pretend it's my own trust fund. Provided by the LMS Life Skills students.)
Only problem: I can't for the life of my figure out what this animal has to do with me or my hot chocolate. Any ideas?
(If I'm supposed to be offended by this, please enlighten me.)
5.14.2010
Think Again
5.06.2010
Gifts
I want to rip up the floor, pack the china, and lay the clothes out to dry. I just do.
Everybody has their own gift. Mine is not organizing clothing drives, baking copious batches of delicious sweets, or giving money. I want to be there, getting my hands dirty and helping to pick people up.
That's why today was so difficult for me personally. In fact, it was probably the most difficult day for me since we realized how bad the flooding was really going to be. I had to report to work, but my students weren't there. I want so desperately to see each one of them, give them a hug, and be assured that they are, in fact, okay. And I know that some of them aren't.
If I'm not able to hug and speak with them, then at least let me be out helping people I know who have lost so much.
I am infinitely grateful to have not lost any personal belongings in the flood. But let's not pretend that this means we're all okay.
Nashville will recover, and I want to be out there helping to make it happen.
5.05.2010
Why don't we?
Too Much Water
Donavon Frankenreiter
I went to a party.
We were having a good time.
And people were talkin'.
And drinking some wine.
But the best thing that happened...
I got lost in my mind
Too much water in one place,
Not enough somewhere else.
Too much water in one place,
Not enough somewhere else.
And then she called me on the telephone.
It was late last night.
Ah, she sounded so strange.
I said, 'is everything alright'?
She said,
Too much water in one place,
Not enough somewhere else.
Too much water in one place,
Not enough somewhere else.
Ah, there's so much we can give.
Ah, there's so much life to live.
So why don't we, ah, why don't we?
And then I fell asleep and had a dream.
It was the 4th of July.
And there were kids runnin' round and round.
Ah, the ground was so dry.
Too much water in one place,
Not enough somewhere else.
5.04.2010
5.03.2010
Other Situation 2010
Schools are closed, water is being conserved, and emergency messages are all over the television. Earlier in the year, we had "THE Situation 2010". But the "Other Situation 2010" that has just occurred has been significantly more devastating than anything you could imagine. This is truly something I never thought I would witness. Many people have lost power, possessions, and even life.
If you are interested in seeing pictures of the Nashville area, take a look at the Tennessean Photo Gallery (photo #48 is the Kroger across the street from our house). Luckily, our house and property made it through unscathed. Now, I'm anxiously awaiting news on friends, coworkers, church members, and students.
5.02.2010
Landlocked
It's things like this that make me love, love, love Nashville.
(Not the biblical rainfall--the songwriting.)
Memphis Tiger Basketball
4.26.2010
One hand in my pocket
- 2 paperclips
- 2 Sharpies (one confiscated, one of my own)
- a pink polka-dotted pen (it's the only writing utensil the boys won't steal off my desk...bwahahaha)
- 11 USA State Bingo cards (did you know that New Hampshire markets itself as "The Granite State"?)
- 2 blingin super-cute earrings (mine)
- a similarly as cute blingin ring (mine)
- annnnnd quite a bit of pocket lint.
3.23.2010
3.21.2010
Update
More on that later!
3.16.2010
What about Rex?
3.14.2010
Mamaw and Papaw
I know you want to go visit, so here are the directions:
- Turn left off the interstate.
- Turn right between the John Deere and Case dealerships.
- Go until it dead ends.
- Turn right.
- Take the bypass toward Jackson.
- Turn left at the giant blue warehouse.
- Take the second gravel-like road.
- Theirs is the square house with a tin roof in the middle of the field with no trees (but sometimes corn, cotton, or wheat).
They chose to move out there about 15 years ago to live on the land my Papaw grew up on. They didn't know at the time that he would become unable to drive within 5 years of their moving there. Now, they rely out my Papaw's second cousin, my uncle, and my family to get to Wal-Mart and doctors' appointments. I don't get to go very often, but when I do, I'm always glad I did. Even when it takes my Mamaw a billion gazillion years to get through Wal-Mart.
Even though Papaw usually doesn't watch TV during the day, he let me watch the end of the Miss. State-Kentucky game (WOW!), all the while informing me that he typically watches five hours of television at night. As we speak, he's watching HeeHaw, Crook and Chase, and probably an episode of Baseball Tonight (it's genetic). This nighttime TV watching is strangely important to him. He's earned the right to have strange habits, so I'm okay with it. He's been around the block a time or two.
Big shout out to the g-parents!
3.13.2010
I always have liked peaches
Consider that a sidenote, because the real purpose of this post is to update you on the progress toward my non-resolution. In case you don't remember, I made quite the list of books I wanted to read this year. It's really nice to have them written down to refer back to as needed.
I read James and the Giant Peach by Roald Dahl during our independent reading time at school, and finished it a couple of weeks ago. I know it's a classic, but something about it just wasn't that great. I found myself constantly wishing for something better and more exciting to happen....and then the book ended.
A discussion my students and I often have is about connecting with the book and the characters. We talk about reasons you connect with characters (i.e. you have something in common or you think you might want to be their friend). Perhaps the reason I didn't really like this book is because I never was able to connect with any of the characters. I felt like it was a stream of events, without ever really giving a "feel" for their personalities. Sure, Roald Dahl does a great job of telling you what each character's faults are, but these aren't effectively shown.
So, I've never lived in a peach. Basically this is why I didn't like James...or the book, really. Glad I've finally read it, though. Something tells me I read it as a child, but it didn't make an impact on me, and now I can see why.
On to my next book...Maniac Magee by Jerry Spinelli. Loving it so much that I did an impromptu read aloud from it on Thursday, and the kiddos were spellbound! I'll let you know what I think at the end of it.
Love!
What do you make?
WHAT DO TEACHERS MAKE?
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.
One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?"
To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Barbara. Be honest. What do you make?"
Barbara, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)
"Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.
I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor to a child who has done his/her best.
I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.
You want to know what I make? (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table)
I make kids wonder.
I make them question.
I make them apologize and mean it.
I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.
I teach them to write and then I make them write. Keyboarding isn't everything.
I make them read, read, read.
I make them show all their work in math. They use their God given brain, not the man-made calculator.
I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to know about English while preserving their unique cultural identity.
I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.
I make my students stand, placing their hand over their heart to say the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag,
One Nation Under God, because we live in the United States of America.
Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life ( Barbara paused one last time and then continued.)
Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing money isn't everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention because they are ignorant.
You want to know what I make?
I MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
What do you make Mr. CEO?
His jaw dropped, he went silent.
3.10.2010
Emotional
However, he left me a downright gem in his reading journal this week. His entry went something like this:
Ms. C,Those last two sentences brought me to tears at 8am this morning. For this kid, who has written only one previous journal entry, putting that into words is H.U.G.E. And he thanked me?! **
I really liked the book I am reading this week. It is kind of scary, and I like scary books. Thank you so much for everything you have done for me. I know you are trying really hard.
Love,
(Kiddo)
It's times like those that I can look back on when I think I'm doing nothing right. Even when I'm yelling and angry and frustrated and impatient, maybe a kid is seeing that I care. Because I do. Otherwise I wouldn't have the energy to yell and be angry and frustrated and impatient. Although I'm making a conscious effort to do/feel those things less frequently (updates on that later).
Now there's a little food for thought for you.
After reading that journal entry and having myself a healthy little cry, this Martina McBride song came on my Jason Aldean Pandora station (Pandora at school is highly illegal....just call me a rebel....and don't tell).
**It should also be noted that he wrote this journal entry because I bribed him with the "privilege" of sitting under my desk with a pillow. Do Whatever It Takes. DWIT, if you will. (Major props for getting this reference)
3.08.2010
Nashville Love
Since my phone is also busted (read: the screen has chunks missing from it), I have yet to get a new ringtone. One of these days, I'll decide it's worth shelling out the $50 deductible for a shiny new BBerry. Until then, I'm living in the classless world of Busted BBerry Users. BUT, when I do shell out for that ridiculous deductible (I am paying for insurance, after all), I'll also shell out the $1.99 for a new ringtone.
I know you're waiting on the edge of your seats to find out the jam of choice, so I've included it below. Nothing like a little Jason Aldean to get me in the mood for a phone convo. This song just sums up my love for the Nash so well.
I suppose this post would also be an apropos time to mention my recent misfortune of overpaying the phone bill by $500. Verizon and I have always had a love-love relationship. Until they denied my refund.
Now I'm off to ponder my recent and striking lack of luck in the cell phone department....
3.06.2010
Moving On
Over at MemphisRoar, the guys have posted an article about the hardships Tiger senior Doneal Mack faced in Memphis. My favorite quotes include:
“This program has done wonders for me. I’ve given blood, sweat and tears back to the program, so this is going to be an emotional day…My blood is blue. I overcame a lot of adversity,” reflected Mack. “I think about how Cal used to treat us and us being sad and arguing. It’s good that I’ve overcome all of those adversities and I can stand here today and say, ‘I have no regrets.’ ”Wish I could be in Memphis for the Doneal Mack/Willie Kemp festivities. But at least I'll be in Nashville for the Dolla Beal ceremony.
And in case you need a good laugh to start off your day, check this out.
3.05.2010
Untitled
3.02.2010
Expertise
But I've discovered a new recipe! I didn't even get it from somebody else. This is an ORIGINAL AC creation. Prepare yourselves for greatness, kiddos.
Ever since going to Urban Flats a while back, I've been longing to make my very own flatbread pizza. And the day has arrived! Here's how it went:
1. I went shopping. Here's what I got:
Flat-out flatbreads (the Italian herb was my variety of choice)2. Cover the bottom of a non-stick skillet with olive oil. Slice onion and put it in there to get caramelized. Be sure to stir this. Onions burn.
One white onion
Roma tomatoes
Bag of spinach
Olive oil
Oregano
Shredded mozzarella cheese
Shaved parmesan
3. Preheat the broiler. No amount of time. Just let it heat up while you do #3-8.
3. Mix 4 tbsp. olive oil and 1/2 tsp. of oregano.
4. Put a flatbread on a broiler pan and use a basting brush to spread olive oil and oregano mixture on the bread.
5. Put on about 3/4 c. mozzarella.
6. Add your toppings. I used spinach, a sliced Roma tomato, and caramelized onion.
7. Add about 1/4 c. mozzarella and some shaved parmesan.
8. Put this puppy in the oven for about 6 or 7 minutes. You'll know it's done when the cheese is all bubbly and slightly brown.
9. E.A.T.
**Please note: Since I didn't actually do this from a recipe, I didn't actually measure any of this. Oops? But I did utilize my superb estimation skillz in writing this recipe. Just make it how you like it. That's what I did, and I found incredible satisfaction in that.
3.01.2010
My thoughts on the Olympics
- Damn you, Canada. I've never felt any real dislike for you. Until now.
- Glad Celine made an appearance. Not like I saw it or anything, but I was concerned she wasn't going to show.
- There are some freaky Olympic sports. Too many of them were unbearable to watch. I cringed every time they flipped, went too fast, or went too slow.
- There's an Olympic event where people ski 50 KILOMETERS. That's 31 miles, kids (in case you were wondering). I could picture dogs running this far. Or horses. Or oxen. But HUMANS? Crazy talk. Consider my mind blown.
- I'm super pumped for the new ABC Family movie entitled "The Cutting Edge: Fire and Ice". It's already marked on my calendar. March 14 at 7 Central. Be there. All the other cool kids will be.
2.24.2010
Livin the DREAM
2.23.2010
Privilege Mentality
(If my mom ever sees this, I'll surely be dead. It's been nice knowing you, kids.)
While we were down there, sister was telling me all about a new viewpoint they learned about. The "privilege" mentality takes all of your negative thoughts/feelings and flips them upside down. No matter how horribly your day is going, you are, in fact, privileged to be here experiencing it. There's a fantastic chance that you're going to learn from that experience and become a better person for it. How lucky are you for that?!
This thought process has come in especially handy for me over the past few days when the kiddos have been absolutely off-the-wall-make-me-scream-i've-called-93-parents-since-yesterday C.R.A.Z.Y. Today, I seriously contemplated getting in my car and driving away at lunch. Seriously. Then I just called my dad and cried on the phone for approximately 20 minutes. Then I splashed my face with water, pretended I was having thebestdayever, and willed myself through the next four hours. I wish I could describe more to you, but words wouldn't do it justice.
You know what, though? This is my dream. It's what I've always wanted. And, at the end of the day, when I'm sitting in my room thinking about them.....I kind of love these kids. How many people get to live their dreams? Not many. But I'm one, and I consider myself beyond privileged for that opportunity.
2.22.2010
Skanks
In The Know: Are Reality Shows Setting Unrealistic Standards For Skanks?
2.21.2010
2.20.2010
Generosity
Lately, Lauryn and I have spent our infinite snow days discussing the generosity of others. We both teach underprivileged children and are always looking for ways to make their lives better. Try as we might, we can't do it all ourselves.
You know all about my DonorsChoose page. OUR PROJECT GOT FUNDED!! I don't even know how to properly thank everyone who donated to this endeavor. Our supplies arrived on Wednesday and I stayed there until an ungodly hour to unpack and organize everything. My students oo-ed and ah-ed over the transformation of our supply cabinet. They are so excited to start using their own supply boxes and to have access to everything they need! Pictures to come!
This morning, I went to LP Pencil Box to shop for free school supplies. The Pencil Box allows teachers to come once a semester and pick up a few things that are needed to keep a classroom running. Though there are limits on how many items you can take, this is a fantastic resource for teachers. I left there with somewhat of a holy grail: pencils and three-prong folders, scissors and magazines. And BOOKS. These are precious commodities in the middle school classroom.
I sent out a plea for magazine subscriptions back in November, and the response was beyond what I could have hoped for. My kids are reading everything from Sports Illustrated to Discover Kids. Great to see!
Lauryn's students got to have a Christmas party with the Vanderbilt student-athletes and experience their first pajama party thanks to a friend of her family.
The generosity is astounding. It's good to know there are amazing people out there. You rock. :)
2.19.2010
Go Team!
In other, but related news, I'm hugely pumped for the prospect of revenge against my #1 most hated man alive, John Calipari. Dores better bring it. I want a win for Vandy, with the added bonus of revenge. I always said I wasn't one for holding grudges. That changed back in April, when this man stabbed my hometown in the back.
In other, unrelated news, I'm watching The Cutting Edge (in honor of the Olympics). And doing my taxes. GO AMERICA!!!
2.14.2010
What I Love
Baseball.
Nashville.
Vanderbilt.
Marissa Lynn.
Sweetie.
Mama n Papa.
College football.
Early morning Saturday naps.
The First 48.
Dog the Bounty Hunter.
Visiting my loves.
Delta Gamma.
Delta Gammas.
Running.
Sunrises.
Sunsets.
Memphis.
Memphis skyline.
Farm life.
Children.
Teaching reading.
DVR.
Sweet CeCe's.
Waiting for summer.
Snow days in moderation.
DonorsChoose.org.
Tailgates.
Clarinet playing.
MUSIC.
The Stage.
M&Ms.
Sunset nachos.
Quotes.
Being a big girl.
Taquitos.
Fruit.
Diet Coke.
Hank Jr.
Coming up with new hobbies.
Good people.
Routines.
To do lists that get done.
Plans.
Love. Love. Love.
Disclaimer: I'm not even original enough to come up with this on my own. Thanks, Pioneer Woman!
2.11.2010
- The Rev. Dr. Serene Jones, President, Union Theological Seminary
2.06.2010
Exciting Update!!
What do I find? Great news! A grant has been issued to Donors Choose that will fund 50% of certain projects.
What does this mean for us? (Hopefully) More great news! We're only about $60 away from being fully funded!
I know that I have solicited many of you via phone, email, face-to-face conversation, blog post, Morse code, and the occasional telegraph. If you want the peskiness to stop--you know what to do! Just head on over to Ms. C's Donors Choose page and help us out. You'll get my never-ending gratitude and some supremely awesome thank you letters (mark my words)!
1.31.2010
1.29.2010
Little Girl Dreams
Then I went to college in a new city and realized that my real passion was teaching inner-city children. Kiiiiiind of impossible to do that from a ranch in Wyoming. So, I let that dream pass.
Sort of. When my roomie, MM posted the The Pioneer Woman's very own city girl/country boy love story, I once again returned to my dreams of farm life.
Here's hoping a Tennessee cowboy will buy me a Mich Ultra and sweep me off my feet on my next outing to The Stage.
P.S. I never gave up my aspirations to retire on a ranch in Montana. When that cowboy sweeps me off my feet, our first anniversary damn well better be celebrated with a glamping trip.
1.28.2010
Lil Hometown Love
1.11.2010
Red Flags
I'm on to you.
You can't just show up in your false eyelashes wearing a diamond tennis bracelet and steal my elliptical. Likewise, please get rid of that sweater you've tied across your shoulders. It may be cold outside, but it's far from it in this steamy workout room. Thanks to you and your excessive sweat, I'm finding the air a bit too heavy to breathe properly.
On the other end of the spectrum, "working out" in jeans is simply impermissible. Nothing about that makes sense. In fact, it just draws attention to you more than the sweater-draped shoulders.
I admire your dedication to your resolution, but making yourself stand out like a sore thumb is simply too much. Not only are you stealing the machines I've been used to using for months now, but you also manage to look silly while doing it. Keep up the good work! But if you could be finished by 7pm, that would be awesome. That's when I generally get there, and would really appreciate having my normal array of machines to choose from. Thanks!
(P.S. These are all things actually witnessed by my pair of eyes within the last two days. Appalling.)
1.09.2010
Welcome to the Tundra
This week, we went back to school for three days (only two of them with kiddos). Then all that hard work was rewarded with not one, but TWO snow days! Lauryn and I made impeccable use of that time by staying in our pajamas all day and watching movies--and Tough Love 2 OnDemand. Ohhhhhhh trashy television. Perhaps I should feel dumber for spending my off days watching chick flicks. But I don't. Maybe someday!
1.05.2010
Unnecessary?
I can't help but wonder if you will ever feel like you're about to get hit by a 99mph fastball.
And I can't help but hope that no 3D glasses will be required.